http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/ pidgeon_on_acid - LiveJournal.com Sat, 08 May 2004 22:46:30 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com pidgeon_on_acid 3012615 personal http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1141.html Sat, 08 May 2004 22:46:30 GMT http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1141.html Urg. Overthinking's my specialty. I've been obsessing again, over that one ex I can't get over. He's the only guy I could ever see losing my virginity to...but he's moved to oregon with his girlfriend so I really don't think I have a chance of ever seeing him again, much less of being with him. Its just...his was the first kiss I ever enjoyed. It just sort of makes me really sad that I won't get another chance with him. I acted like an idiotic ditz around him because I liked him so much, and after 10 days he dumped me but me being the idiot I am kept doing shit with him after we broke up. I'm not going to say I love him, because I'm only 14 and I really don't think I'm capable of that kind of love at this age. So I think I'll just say I'm obsessed, even though that makes me sound more crazy. I mean its been months. Its spring, almost summer now, and we dated in winter. But still. It just sucks... Even though I agree that his new girlfriend is perfect for him. I just wish I could've been perfect for him. http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1141.html Shitty weird old music my parents put on, then left the room Shitty weird old music my parents put on, then left the room restless public 2 http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1000.html Fri, 07 May 2004 22:48:06 GMT http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1000.html Its friday. And I'm home. And in need of a boy toy. Badly. Over a month since I've made out with anyone...so deprived. :( Bleh. BLEH. I want a mandrake plant really bad, they are so cool...they're my favorite plants. Love-in-the-Mist and Trillium are my favorite flowers...and seducing is my favorite sport. Mm, boys. Damn. Not having money sucks but I must save allowance for sexy lingerie. That no one will see but me. And I don't even think I'm even close to pretty so technically there's no point at all in buying it. But don't tell me that. Bleh. !!!! Twee,twee friggidy twee. I need to be kidnapped real bad. http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/1000.html 'I Miss You' is stuck in my head if that counts... 'I Miss You' is stuck in my head if that counts... bouncy public 0 http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/556.html Thu, 06 May 2004 00:56:45 GMT http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/556.html I want boys!!! Well one in particular...but don't want to give a name as A. Don't know who reads this thing and B. I'm not his only groupie and his other groupie is stronger and older than me. lol. But eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm going to 'church' soon as Jessica gets here...which will most likely be not till forever. So I'm typing in this to pass the time. After this I think I'll go read 'Mirror,Mirror' this fucked up book of weird made up stories. Its garoovy. Damnit...That girl needs to get her punk ass here. Ughdella. I told people to come to 'church' but I don't they will. It was a maybe that was leaning towards probably not. Bleh. Why does that word always describe how I feel? Hm. Bleh and meh. lmao. I'm a freak. Possibly just because I'm hyper? No...I'm always a freak just when I'm hyper I type faster is all. lol. Well off to read, laters. Luv ya, whoever you are. Unless you're an online perv. Then go love yourself. lol ta. http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/556.html None right now...was 'The Girl All the Bad Guys Want' None right now...was 'The Girl All the Bad Guys Want' hyper public 0 http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/390.html Sat, 01 May 2004 21:14:18 GMT http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/390.html I'm bored, but proud that I finally figured out how to make this goddamn journal thing work (I think). Hmmm I'm thirsty...too...lazy...to...reach...kool aid. Meh. But yes, I'll cease rambling now as this is only a test post and I have nothing of even minor importance to type. And btw the time on entries on this are fucked up as we don't go by 24 time...but the subject of this entry is the real time where I am. http://pidgeon-on-acid.livejournal.com/390.html None, sadly None, sadly bored public 0