Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in pidgeon_on_acid's LiveJournal:

Saturday, May 8th, 2004
3:41 pm	3:43 P.M. Urg. Overthinking's my specialty. I've been obsessing again, over that one ex I can't get over. He's the only guy I could ever see losing my virginity to...but he's moved to oregon with his girlfriend so I really don't think I have a chance of ever seeing him again, much less of being with him. Its just...his was the first kiss I ever enjoyed. It just sort of makes me really sad that I won't get another chance with him. I acted like an idiotic ditz around him because I liked him so much, and after 10 days he dumped me but me being the idiot I am kept doing shit with him after we broke up. I'm not going to say I love him, because I'm only 14 and I really don't think I'm capable of that kind of love at this age. So I think I'll just say I'm obsessed, even though that makes me sound more crazy. I mean its been months. Its spring, almost summer now, and we dated in winter. But still. It just sucks... Even though I agree that his new girlfriend is perfect for him. I just wish I could've been perfect for him. Current Mood: restless Current Music: Shitty weird old music my parents put on, then left the room (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 7th, 2004
3:42 pm	3:45 P.M. Its friday. And I'm home. And in need of a boy toy. Badly. Over a month since I've made out with anyone...so deprived. :( Bleh. BLEH. I want a mandrake plant really bad, they are so cool...they're my favorite plants. Love-in-the-Mist and Trillium are my favorite flowers...and seducing is my favorite sport. Mm, boys. Damn. Not having money sucks but I must save allowance for sexy lingerie. That no one will see but me. And I don't even think I'm even close to pretty so technically there's no point at all in buying it. But don't tell me that. Bleh. !!!! Twee,twee friggidy twee. I need to be kidnapped real bad. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: 'I Miss You' is stuck in my head if that counts... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
5:51 pm	5:55 P.M. I want boys!!! Well one in particular...but don't want to give a name as A. Don't know who reads this thing and B. I'm not his only groupie and his other groupie is stronger and older than me. lol. But eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm going to 'church' soon as Jessica gets here...which will most likely be not till forever. So I'm typing in this to pass the time. After this I think I'll go read 'Mirror,Mirror' this fucked up book of weird made up stories. Its garoovy. Damnit...That girl needs to get her punk ass here. Ughdella. I told people to come to 'church' but I don't they will. It was a maybe that was leaning towards probably not. Bleh. Why does that word always describe how I feel? Hm. Bleh and meh. lmao. I'm a freak. Possibly just because I'm hyper? No...I'm always a freak just when I'm hyper I type faster is all. lol. Well off to read, laters. Luv ya, whoever you are. Unless you're an online perv. Then go love yourself. lol ta. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: None right now...was 'The Girl All the Bad Guys Want' (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 1st, 2004
2:15 am	2:20 PM and I need a life I'm bored, but proud that I finally figured out how to make this goddamn journal thing work (I think). Hmmm I'm thirsty...too...lazy...to...reach...kool aid. Meh. But yes, I'll cease rambling now as this is only a test post and I have nothing of even minor importance to type. And btw the time on entries on this are fucked up as we don't go by 24 time...but the subject of this entry is the real time where I am. Current Mood: bored Current Music: None, sadly (Comment on this)